btw... managed to fix my ARES... miraculous... its been months... finally i can use it... unfortunately... i can't download any TV programs still... lol! ah wells...

and my 6680 is screwy! hur, my inbox has been cleared twice already in a week. by itself. idiot. lol! tt's almost 800 msgs gone... am so annoyed. hur... and i've -still- not managed to format the silly program to sync phone n com. bah... i wish i were a little more tech savvy... :/

Reflections

well, so i've not updated this blog in ages, but i've not had much time previously... and mudaneness and my complaints, i felt, were not worth recording. but its time to turn tt around for now...

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tmr is the day... the day i'll be disrupting from my army days... something i've been awaiting with bated breath... a day i've been hoping for, for a really long time... just like the time i longed to get out of tekong... the wretched island...

but somehow, when the time comes, i'm filled with unwillingness, and sadness... when i left tekong, i left a bunch of really good friends, esp aloy and yinghao (u bitch!) and zhao xiong... its kinda sad... :( glad we managed to meet up and still stay in touch.

today somewhat, is even sadder... all my fellow signallers, though i didn't take to *tt* well at first sight some 3 months ago, i've slowly grown to like them lots... they've managed to turn the chore and drudgery of army life, the horrible monotony into something to laugh about, something to smile about, something that i'll remember... :) thank you guys... i'll miss u guys... esp, my bunkmates, u all have been so nice, and i know i've been an incredibly slack bunk ic... :/ lol! but ah wells, such is my nature huh? ;)

i'll miss jianyi's funny comments and bitchiness, yeehong's crazy pranks and antics, desmond's open mouth stare, seng choon's intelligent comments (wow for once...), chun ming and kwang han's blurness (lol)! then bunk 2 as well... cc, cs, zh, ts, yq... haha, the list could go on. i'm really bummed tt i didn't get to say a proper goodbye to all u guys... :( haiz... though i bet if i did get to, it'd have just ended with the customary tau pauk, which i've experienced 3 times too many times these weeks... :P lol!

maybe u dun really appreciate something till u r tt close to losing it? isn't tt always the case? haha...

all yr smses are making me feel v touched... and sad... hur... really wish i had time to have a proper goodbye... we'll meet again. i'll make sure of tt...